Category Archives: Graphite


Some photos of recent work! Though I did realize today that I don’t have documentation of my drawings. Updates on the website are in the works! Happy holidays everyone!

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Oil on Canvas, 36″ x 48″

Oil on canvas and panel, 36" x  48"

Oil on canvas and panel, 36″ x 48″

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Graphite Powder, Gouache, Ink on paper. 18″ x 24″ sheets

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Graphite and Oil on Panel. 36″ x 48″

Current works in progress.

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Everything except that square in the middle is covered with graphite powder now. Just didn't get a good photo.

Everything except that square in the middle is covered with graphite powder now. Didn’t get a good photo though.

Also, I should mentioned that i’m in Washington (state!) right now visit my sister and her husband. I would love any recommendations for place to eat or go! Anyway, I hope everyone is having a lovely holiday!

2013 was a good one in the books.

Onwards now to 2014!



Work is very veerrrry addictive right now.

These have happened:


Graphite Powder, Acrylic on Canvas, 60″ x 48″


Acrylic, Graphite Powder and Graphite Crayon, 30″ x 30″



Installation of four panels (48″ x 48″ each) covered with acrylic and graphite powder. The beam is drawn on with graphite crayon.

Better photos of these and other work I haven’t been able to photograph will be on my website next month!

These have been breaking my heart:

Eva Hesse’s life and work. Read Sol Lewitt’s letter to her! Click here!

Photos of the mass graves in the Philippines and hearing that there hasn’t been a way for people to find out about who is missing and who is dead. I can’t even…

Be back soon.

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Home. Work.

In the middle of doing homework. Yes, I started school and I’m in Los Angeles. Quite happy to say that. Posting photos of recent work. More in progress (even at this very moment!). I love it and it’s exciting and it makes me so happy. Aren’t I entitled to at least that?

I’ll take better photos when they go up on the website. Be forgiving haha.

50, Graphite, 22" x 30", 2013

50, Graphite, 22″ x 30″

a study for bigger work, recycled water bottles, 5.5" x 6.5"

(a study for bigger work), recycled water bottles, 5.5″ x 6.5″

(study for larger work) Graphite powder, Elmer's Glue, Fixative and hairspray 22" x 30"

(study for larger work)
Graphite powder, Elmer’s Glue, Fixative and hairspray
22″ x 30″

An Ode to Balanchine Liquid Graphite, Sumi Ink and Watercolor 22" x 30"

An Ode to Balanchine
Liquid Graphite, Sumi Ink, and Watercolor
22″ x 30″

Wow, that last one is a really bad photo. I’ll get those better photos up soon!

Everything’s that’s around here is made out of the same material, but there is another thing, it’s very important that it’s not made of the material. You see it’s made of something but it doesn’t belong to this world. You see the real world is not here.    –George Balanchine

Happy weekend everyone!


Excited. Onwards now.


A Lovely Eve

Tonight (7/10/13) is the eve of making my art website public and I am very excited. Trying to keep a cool exterior, but really, i’m squealing like a little girl inside.  DearLightYoung will continue to be my blog because I would hate to just abandon it, while finished work will go on my portfolio website. Though managing multiple platforms is a bit cumbersome, virb (I love them!) has made it pretty easy for me to keep everything linked and whatnot so i’m not worried! I’m just way too sentimental about this blog. It was just two years ago (almost to the date actually!) that I started this blog with the hopes that it would keep me accountable to always keep sketching, keep making, and at some point during my day to make it in front of some kind of pen and paper no matter what filled my schedule.

So visit my artwork at when you can. It was awesome to knock out a project like this on my to-do list. It’s a big one! And it makes me so happy to be making art that i’m proud enough to show as a portfolio. That’s a big deal for me. As I continue to move forward, more is happening. And though all that’s happening requires so much hard-work and so much patience, i’m happy to be moving forward and without a doubt, I wouldn’t have it any other way. And it makes me so happy to be able to say that.

And because I can’t let a post go without any sort of visual, here’s a detail shot of MagnificentThe full and finished work is on my website.


Magnificent (detail)

This head is actually completely different from the progress shot in my previous post. Yay for not messing her up! Phew!

Anyway, is it too late in the night for good nights? Never really right? Okay time to sleep. Starting to talk to myself. Have a lovely rest of the week! Visit my new site! Working on getting prints made! Those are in the works!

Onwards, everyone.

A Moment Ago

February feels like a long time ago. A House ago. A Wedding ago. A couple of trips ago. A portfolio ago. It’s been two trips to SoCal — to home. It’s been my giving my little sister away at her wedding. It’s been gaining a new brother. It’s been busy but it was all pretty damn beautiful. I have to admit, being back in northern California is a little tough coming from all that is my home in SoCal. I’ve been a little reluctant to get back in my chair and back to work.

Anyway, just a few images of things finished and in progress.

The Swelling, Oil, 22" x 28", 2013

The Swelling, Oil, 22″ x 28″, 2013

Affinity, Sumi Ink, 22" x 30", 2013

Affinity, Sumi Ink, 22″ x 30″, 2013

Magnificent (in progress)

Magnificent (in progress)

That drawing of the girl is undergoing revisions right now. I hope I don’t screw her up!

In other news, a few evenings ago I was researching website designs and I randomly came across this graduation speech on a website. Quite a tangent, but it’s pretty awesome.

I hope this finds you all well.

Onwards now.

Fall Apart. Fall Into Place.

Greetings from the West Coast! Flew in just this past week. I’m currently in the bay area, but even as I sit and write this, I am surrounded by moving boxes and my undone book shelf. Another move is in the works and of course I don’t know for how long. Despite the turmoil, I know everything will fall into place, like it always has.

I wanted to wait to finish some other works in progress before I posted an update, but I haven’t posted anything since November and it is now 2013. So I thought this would be better than nothing. This little drawing is about 3×5 inches. It started as a “I can’t sleep doodle” and turned into something I worked on anytime I was on the subway. I should credit the subway’s hum and roar for contributing to this drawing. My heart aches for New York every time I think of it.



Have a lovely rest of the week! Extra love and hugs to my East Coast friends. I miss you already.

Keep hope. Onwards now.

Life Studies

Finished (involuntarily, the pose ended) these pieces last week. We had some excellent models. I wish we could have the models for much longer, but they are living and breathing creatures.

Here’s Cynthia.

Cynthia. 11×14 in. Oil on canvas.

I love painting from life and trying to figure out composition and problem solving color and perspective, but I’m starting to feel like i’m losing creativity when it comes to these paintings from life. Anyway, I have to figure out what to do with that. Here’s Sering.

Sering. 8×11 in. Graphite on Bristol.

Sering was awesome and so interesting to work with. The last day of the pose he told me about a documentary he watched about a filipino jeepney driver. He said he felt really bad for the driver because he works so hard and is so poor. He was talking about how it’s so unfair that we are where we are, while there are other people living like that. Sometimes I don’t know what to say to things like that because I ask the same questions. My dad said that it’s just destiny. I agree. But it is quite unfair. Anyway, I just didn’t want to forget that conversation.

We have a new model in class. She’s a young ballerina. I get no sharpened graphite nor erasers this week. A self imposed rule. My sketch book is a mess.

Other news, Rainer Maria Rilke’s letters have been keeping me up at night. You can actually read all the letters online here. They’re letters he wrote to a young poet that reached out to him asking him for advice about his own work. Ha, i’m totally that kid. I’ve written those emails and had those conversations with other artists and my professors, begging for the answer to my million dollar question, “what do I do with my life?!” Hahaha. I think i’m getting better about not knowing. Ha says the kid. Anyway, no matter what kind of art you make, these letters are worth reading.

“You are so young, so much before all beginning, and I would like to beg you, dear Sir, as well as I can, to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer.” 

Have a lovely rest of the week.

Onwards now.

Be Right Back

I’m waiting to get dropped off at JFK right now. I’ll be back in New York in two weeks, but i’m already counting the days. Don’t worry California, no one will replace you. I just have to do this right now.

Anyway, here are some things I’ve been working on and actually remembered to take a photo of. Warning, terrible phone photos.

Self Portrait

This is a self-portrait from last week. I changed my schedule so I kind of had some time in the morning to paint. The plan was to do a self-portrait every day in oil or graphite, but of course that only worked for the three days. Day 1 was a charcoal drawing that sucked. The one above is day 2 and day 3 was me trying to work on this more, but I ended up ruining it. Dumb. I should have known to follow my rules — strictly oils only (no under drawing in graphite) and strictly alla prima (finish in one sitting). Anyway, this was an hour and a half painting. And this is Pedro.

Pedro (graphite on 18″x24″ drawing paper)

This was suppose to be a three week pose, but my last day with this was yesterday. Totally unfinished, but I got a good two and a half weeks with this. Oh Pedro, so beautiful. We have the best models. Oh and story, I showed the drawing to my grandpa this morning and he goes, “Oh, that’s me!”

I love the humor that runs in my blood.

Okay, that’s all for now. More to come!

Onwards now.